The Cycle Stops Here

It has been two weeks since I discovered some repressed memories from my childhood....today is my "father's" birthday.  Well I hope you have a great day, without me, with the knowledge of what you did, without lying to yourself anymore and embrace your shadow. 

I have anger toward the darkness you let encompass you, but I forgive and love the inner child that was also abused from your family.

Thankfully I have a real Father & Mother that love me in the right way...Father & Mother God

Negative But Im Positve

How does one know ones body so well that you know their is a growing soul inside of you before the pregnancy test reads positive?

Negative 9/11/2016

All one has to do is be still to hear the rippling waves of knowledge and be open to it.

I love you Mother God, Father God, Holy Spirit

Butterfly Effect

An angel appeared to me, through a beautiful butterfly.  It landed on me twice, then to the plants before me.  Staring at me, willing me to hear its message.

"I'm pregnant, aren't I?"  I questioned.  Already knowing the answer, even though I would only be a couple days along, I knew. 

It stayed for awhile, although it seemed like time stood still, graciously allowing me in its presence.

Receiving this message helped me start to accept my path, accept my grief of having multiple miscarriages and my son's Otto's passing.  It was a warning for me to heal physically and mentally to make room for the new baby growing inside of me. 

Protect me my angels, spirit guides, and surround me with your love.

Mother God Azna I hand this to you.

Love you Mother God, Father God, Holy Spirit